I'm sitting here listening to R.E.M., and all the old songs...

whats the frequency kenneth? bang and blame

Tonight I am using blogger purely as an excuse to talk--I am lonely...and I don't want to talk to just anyone. I don't want to talk to Aaron, I don't want to talk to any of these new people I have met since I was 14.

Really, the truth is, the only person I want to talk to is Elissa, but not even Elissa as she is now, I want to talk to the girl with braces who was always smiling and would take a school picture with her Bush/Greedy Fly shirt on.

I want to go back where I was permanently attached to my walkman tape player/radio, and me and matt would signal each other when there was a great song on the radio. we were friends, and we never talked--just sat next to each other and listened to music. thinking back, i wish i could be so free and uninhibited now.

i miss everything so much